Im so tired of the fake...The fake personality...The fake Christianity..The Fake love...The Fake relationships!
TIRED!
I completely understand why this person is they way they are, or atleast I think I do! They're damaged..(supposedly). For all we know every story they have ever spoken of could be false b/c they are a pathological liar! But, if its true they have a reason to be semi-broken, with this tragic life of theirs. Regardless, you should live forward not backwards. IF you have problems, you should deal with them! Let GOD take care of what you CANT! IF You're such an "awesome Christian" you should know how to "fix you"..and thats through Christ! Not force others to deal with your issues. Stop feeling sorry for yourself....and always "Woe is ME"! Take your meds, and MOVE ON!
No one is sitting around thinking about you, thinking about hurting you, ruining your marriage, or making you miserable. YOU choose to put that front and center in your life, and not MOVE forward and leave the PAST in the PAST!
I understand you're bi polar, I get you have psychotic episodes, I get you're crazy....But stop making others miserable BC you ARE and STOP driving others CRAZY!
No one wants what you have..mostly b/c everyone already has better and more...
If you truly love someone, you ARENT going to push them away from other people who are important to them. You WOULDNT cause issues, or continue to bring up ISSUES! You would sacrifice your own self and pride for your loved one...BELIEVE ME, That is all I have done!
With all of this being said...I understand now YOU CAN NOT RATIONALIZE WITH AN IRRATIONAL person, So I choose to not even try anymore! You will never be right, you will never be accepted, and you will never be loved. And because of that simple fact, things will most probably NEVER EVER change! SAD, but TRUE!
What a TRAGEDY!
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